I feel like nothing is going on and everything is going on at the same time. Things have been mostly more of the same, going to IV's on a regular basis and spending a lot of time in doctors offices and clinics. When I haven't been there I have been spending a lot of time with my family. I have been so busy for months but it has been a good kind of busy and the past three months have just flown by. I have been hanging out at dads quite a bit and I even caught my very first salmon! Another check for the bucket list :)
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| Cooking breaky |
I went on a road trip with my mom and aunt at the end of May. Our whole trip was rock hounding in southeastern Oregon. We found lots of agate and sunstones and some apache tears, the weather was nice and I always love camping. I always sleep better in a tent in my sleeping bag than I do at home in bed or in a strange hotel with crunchy bed sheets and never enough soft covers. A nice soft sleeping pad and puffy sleeping bag is always the preference in my book and feels like heaven. One night we even got to sleep in a teepee! It was awesome and now I totally want a teepee. I felt like I was back in time sleeping next to the crackling fire in the teepee. Does it really get much better than that?! Way better than a hotel.
After my little trip it was back to the grind of chemo and C IV's. I also had a CT scan in June. I was really hoping that the results would say "What cancer?" and my plan was to hopefully take a break from chemo for a few months. Lately, I have really been feeling the effects of the chemotherapy and scheming up a plan to take a break. Every time I get it lately it feels a little worse each time, like it's starting to eat away my brain again, making me very tired and low energy for about a week afterward. My blood counts are looking pretty good though (as good as they are going to on chemotherapy anyway) so I really am not complaining too much because things can always be worse.
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| Firemaker! |
Soooo.....back to the scan. The scan showed that there is a tumor that started growing again and it has actually grown 30% in the last two months, so it is something to be concerned about. My oncologist contacted my radiologist and together we determined that the best course of action is going to be to get internal radiation again (Y-90 or yttrium 90 radioembolization). Remember the last time I got radiation? It was last year on Valentines day and it unexpectedly wiped me out for months. This time I am manifesting an easy recovery. I know what to expect and I am pretty sure that I have my meds sorted out this time. They are also going to only radiate one tumor on the right side of my liver. Last time they radiated numerous tumors in the smaller left side of my liver which was right against my stomach and I feel that is what caused a lot of the pain and delayed my recovery. The right side of my liver is the more "healthy" side and it has actually grown about 30% to compensate for the carnage on the left side of my liver. I am thinking that because of these things this radiation surgery shouldn't be nearly as bad as the last one, right? Yes, right :)
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| Me and my mama in a beautiful canyon |
This procedure is going to happen at the end of this month. My mom and I are going on another road trip tomorrow to do some more rock hounding and some touristy sight seeing for a couple of weeks (more camping and late night stars!) and once I return I will be getting an angiogram surgery to map out my veins and blood vessels, and to measure how much of the Y-90 they will need to blast my tumor into the next dimension. After they determine those measurements and routes through the superhighway of veins and blood vessels to the tumor I will have approximately 7 days before the radiation surgery happens. By my calculations after I return from this road trip I am going to be busy for a while...However, I am going to heal fast, fast, fast! Once I am all healed up from my radiation my father and I are planning another rock hounding adventure in Colorado and Utah. I figured I might as well have something to look forward to in order to heal faster from my surgery and radiation. The promise of hunting rocks and sleeping under the stars should do the trick :)
I'm hoping all of you out there are having a wonderful summer and are all happy, healthy, and full of life!
Cancer Can Suck It!!!
